Today I went to a Funeral

Content Note: Suicide

Never in my life would I have ever predicted that I would attend a funeral in Korea. Yet, here I am writing about going to a funeral today that I have nowhere to begin. My heart aches and I feel like I have so much to say, but I’m just so emotionally drained at this point to even write it coherently. I went to an adoptee’s funeral. In the past month alone, six adoptees have taken their lives, one of which was Phillip Clay, a Korean American adoptee. He was deported in 2012 due to his undocumented status. It is important to note that all research shows that adoptees are overrepresented in statistics on mental health issues and suicide. This was not an isolated incident nor the last one. My heart aches because this community is so invisible. We are invisible because we are Asian, we are invisible because we are adopted, and some of us are invisible because we are undocumented. In times like these, I feel truly lost. I will write more on the topic and the responsibilities of adoption agencies in regards to post-adoption services and the speculative nature that funerals have become and the policing who is able to mourn,  but right now I just need to process. 

Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Adoptee Rights Campaign


6 thoughts on “Today I went to a Funeral

    • Camille says:

      It’s sad, but I hope that somehow, someway, we will be able to make sure that things like this do not happen in the future.


    • Camille says:

      Thank you, Jeff, but I don’t feel invisible. I just feel like our community is and I have no way to really make it better. Except of course blogging about it, which doesn’t seem like much.


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